I smiled today and meant it. It didn’t feel forced or fake. It was real. I smiled today in realization that I made a decision for myself and no one else. A decision that will close this chapter in my life, but also open new doors. Oh, so bittersweet. When God is calling you to…

The youngest of the kids I watch, looked at me with her big green eyes and missing front teeth, and asked me to cut an apple for her. She handed me the apple and I looked at it. I couldn’t remember which way to cut it to make the core of it into the shape…

Truth is… She’s tired; and she’s not talking about the, “I’ll just take a nap, kind of tired.” She means, she’s really, really tired. Tired, to the point where she has no energy to even do the simplest of things. If you know her, you would know she use to be so well put together….

I am not sure what you see in me, when all I see is my brokenness, my shame, my pain. I am not who I use to be, that girl is gone. She died when haunting things started to happen. I am not who you think I am.  So why do you keep trying with…