They say, “don’t look back,” “forget about it.” “Don’t bring it up.” Truth is, I can’t lie about what happened. I can’t pretend this pain isn’t here. I can’t throw away the pages that are filled with tears from weeping all those nights. They say, “don’t look back, only look forward;” but how do I…

My heart is breaking and the pain has cut deep. My body aches with every waking moment and I feel it from head to toe. I pushed the closest person that knows me away. I worked so hard to stay open, but then one thing was said and I became a closed book. I knew…

I think the hardest part about saying goodbye, is wondering if I’ll ever be missed. Wondering if I made an impact on the lives around me. Wondering, if my presence ever mattered. The thing is, no one wants to be forgotten. We hope and pray this isn’t it. We say our, “see ya laters” and…