I Miss You

There are lot of things I keep quiet about, you are one of them. I don’t talk about you or share what we had gone through. No one would even know. I miss you, though. I thought by now I’d be over it. After all, its been three years. But still, after all this time,…

And So She Stops

The cool wind flows through her long curly hair. Her nose pink from the crisp Autumn air. The sound of children laughing and running around the playground. She sits there on a bench alone wonder how her life turned out the way it did. Oh, how life use to be so innocent. She was innocent….

6 Months

It has been 6 months… wow. Has it really been that long? And breathe, Syd. You can do this. Its been 6 months since I have allowed myself to freely write what is on my heart. 6 months of being quiet. 6 months of allowing my inner demons to clothe me in darkness. 6 months…

Chronic Pain

This one’s a hard to write… just beginning to type brings tears to my eyes. A wise person once told me, when this happens, “pause and breathe.” I constantly need to remind myself to do that. So, instead of jumping right in, let’s start there: Breathe. I live in chronic pain. Everyday, the pain is…