finding joy

I remember how happy you use to make me. How it seemed as though nothing could stop us. It was you and me. It always was. You filled my heart with joy.

Somewhere along the way, I became lost. Between the pain and grief… I was so wrapped up and I saw no way out.

I always say, “people always leave.” Truth is, this time I left you. You reminded me of what was. You reminded me of the good I once had. You reminded me of joy. Joy, I felt I could never know again.

I am sorry I left you. I am sorry the dust collected and your strings began to rust. I promise to get back to you. To get back to you and me. To get back to the joy you gave me, to hold onto it and never let it go again. Just give me time.

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